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[fellspirit]

I know you like sweets, so I thought you might like to try something new.

[That's the more obvious answer. But if she were to give an honest one, too...]

I also... didn't want there to be bad feelings between us. Nel told me how you both saw your other siblings as enemies. But, I don't want to fight or argue with you, not ever.

[nilhilistic]

[ ah. how to approach this delicately. how would nel do this? ]

There are no bad feelings. I was not angry at you, at least not directly.

[ another pause as he struggles. ]

But I do not mind being argued with or told off. I think that is . . . normal.

[fellspirit]

You're not angry? Really?

[She does relax a bit to hear that. She's still trying to understand him, and it seems like she has a ways to go.]

I don't want to hurt you or make you feel sad, either. So I thought... maybe if we met like this, I could do something nice for you, and you can think of good things when you think of me.

[nilhilistic]

[ hrff. complicated indeed. ]

Veyle. It is not so simple.

[fellspirit]

I know, but... Wouldn't it make you feel better? Just a little bit?

[nilhilistic]

I appreciate the gesture, but there is no need for you to . . . give me things so that I think positively of you.

I do not think badly of you, but our history is complicated. Surely Nel has said as much.