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[opheliac]

i havent been able to tell which is mine or... this place's creepy crawlies.

[nilhilistic]

What do you mean? The changes themselves?

[opheliac]

no, i see things. sometimes things that arent really there, but i cant always tell if theyre there or not.

with everything glitching, it makes it 1000x more harder for me to figure it out.

[nilhilistic]

[ ah. ]

I think anyone would find that quite frightening. It makes reality less tangible to hold onto.

[opheliac]

theres one little trick that i do to help me stay in reality. but with all this twisty realm junk and alternate lives of ourselves, it stopped being helpful.

[nilhilistic]

[ it's a real dilemma and he would not dismiss it out of hand. ]

Perhaps we can come up with something then. A codeword or a secret place.

[opheliac]

[ a secret place... ]

u know a long time ago when i first came here, i would hide in the cave until the monsters got bored and walked away. sometimes they get too big to fit.

[nilhilistic]

Sounds like a good place to start.

You could leave a record there too. Something to help keep track of days or changes.

[opheliac]

i used to have a diary when i was a kid. its. filled with bad memories though.

[nilhilistic]

What's wrong with that?

Bad or good, they're still yours aren't they?

[opheliac]

i dont want to think back to that. im tired of thinking about it.

[nilhilistic]

[ hm. ]

I am not asking you to. Just that a diary isn't a bad habit to have. Especially right now.

[opheliac]

i guess it couldnt hurt. i think i have a notebook around here somewhere.

[nilhilistic]

I do think it's worth a try. Especially now.

[opheliac]

thanks raffy. what kind of weather u having? its raining where i am. and last i checked, it was snowing down at the inn.

[nilhilistic]

[ . . . raffy is a step up from bird at least. and he'll take it. his name is important to him. it wasn't all that long ago when no one alive knew it. ]

It seems to be windy. I can't go out and fly.

[opheliac]

whats wrong with walking?

[nilhilistic]

Nothing. I prefer flying when I can.

[opheliac]

gggguesss that makes sense. i like running!

[nilhilistic]

Why running?

[opheliac]

i feel free when i run. and its one of my special talents!! i can run super fast, u might miss me if u blink!!

[nilhilistic]

I don't doubt it.

I knew someone who loved running and exercise. He would have enjoyed seeing that.

[opheliac]

i bet i can smoke them.

[nilhilistic]

Most likely. But I think he would have liked that. He appreciated physical people.

[opheliac]

well if he shows up, ill kick his ass any day! just let me know when he gets here.