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[nilhilistic]

And is it important now?

[happydreamed]

Not important in and of itself. But I do often keenly feel a sense of incompleteness.

[nilhilistic]

If you are your own creature, there is nothing greater to embrace.

[happydreamed]

Is it then pointless to compare myself to what a 'real' dragon should be like?

[nilhilistic]

Yes.

Despite our blood, many of my siblings were not considered real dragons by our father. He discarded us, one by one. Or turned us against each othrt.

Such things are meaningless in the end.

[happydreamed]

[Why does it always go back to terrible parents?]

I'm sorry for your loss.

[nilhilistic]

[ it's foundational. ]

There is no need. I have no regrets.

[happydreamed]

I see. [Would that they all could say such a thing.]

I would, at the least, like to continue thinking of myself as a dragon. Even if there are no other dragons precisely like me, it feels too lonely to be a singular existence.

[nilhilistic]

Then you should continue to do so.

Not that it matters much, but you may have my blessing on that.

[happydreamed]

It matters a great deal to me. Thank you, Rafal.

[nilhilistic]

You are welcome.